so when you get off your mission you sit and try to prepare yourself for what it will be like when you change.. i don' think there is any possible way you can know just how much your life is going to change and how confused you are going to be and how alone you are going to feel 90% of the time.... shouldn't we be prepared for this somehow? i feel as if i missed that prep class.
so i am sitting in my new house with blue walls, wondering if im weird or not and thinking well weird or not at least im in hawaii and i can enjoy the beach and get a good tan while try to figure out what to do with the rest of my life... so my new life... the one with out the tag, its confusing and hard but if there is one thing that i learned its that i trust the Lord. so i guess ill go off that for a while.
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